This is going to be for me to write down my day, my rituals, my meditations and such comments are welcome. This dairy will go for one week or maybe longer you never can tell with me.

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Gnosti Seauton |
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This is going to be for me to write down my day, my rituals, my meditations and such comments are welcome. This dairy will go for one week or maybe longer you never can tell with me. ![]() |
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Gnosti Seauton |
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Journal for Die Luna: Sol 10th being in IXX* of Pis. written 4:20am on die Mercury 11th, Sol XX* Pis, Luna XXII* Gem.
ARGH I had todays entry almost done then my comp. restarted itself for no reason and I lost it all. I will suffice to say that I did Liber Resh. Felt Joyous today and even more so after the Liber resh Workings the more I did the more Joyous I felt and the less things bothered me. Also they left me feeling completely energized but seeing that I used up all that energy in working on other things I am now tired and should have no problem falling asleep. But I promise a better entry tomorrow one in full detail and in my normal layout. ![]() |
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Gnosti Seauton |
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Journal for Die Mercury 11th written 11:00am Die Mars 12th Sol in XXI* pis Luna in VIII* Can
Hail unto Keph-Ra 11/ 6:50 am Sol in XX* pis Luna in XXIV* Gem Woke Feeling refreshed despite the fact that I only got 2hrs of sleep ; walked to a nearby field to do liber Resh morning adorations. LBRP/Liber Resh Morning/LBRP Location: Field (no Trash), can hear nearby road slightly (no distraction) Clothing: Ritual Tau robe and sandles Weather: Chilly and cloudy slight wind from NW Mood: Refreshed, mind abnormally clear Result: Mind inflamed to near Samahdi had to fight this. Left me feeling somewhat giddy. Gave thanks and closed ritual Ended 7:30am 7:45am sol XX* pis XXIV* Gem I'm still feeling extremly energized but even though I have all of this energy I'm feeling extrmely relaxed and have decided to take this chance to begin writing "Praj¤AvAda". Entry end: 7:48 11.30am Sol XX* pis XXVI* Gem Taking a break from "Praj" to do Liber Resh Noon adoration Location: Field (no Trash), can hear nearby road slightly (no distraction) Clothing: Ritual Tau robe and sandles weather: warm, very pleasant, slightly cloudy, no wind (great day for fishing) Mood: Refreshed, mind still in "praj" mode note: Asana: dragon / Pranayama: A.D.I.N. Alpha (in extenison) to clear mind of "Praj¤AvAda" Result: Mind Clear and relaxed 12:00n LBRP/ Resh /LBRP sol XX* pis XXVI* Gem Location: Field (no Trash), can hear nearby road slightly (no distraction) Clothing: Ritual Tau robe and sandles weather: warm, very pleasant, slightly cloudy, no wind (great day for fishing) Mood: Mind Clear, relaxed, sense of Apathy End result: Apathy burnt away no longer relaxed but in a mood for movement. gave thanks entry closed 12:30 12:32decided to take a walk ended 12:33 3:00 pm (or around that time) Felt moved by a certain spot by a nearby stream so I have taken a sit on a rock just to take in the feeling. it can only be described as a feeling of thankfulness for the universe in all it's glory. 3:00pm (or around that time) 3:15pm " " Still sitting in the same spot completely relaxed in fact stating to feel a bit dissolved into the threads of the universe. The feeling that occumpanies this is a feeling that can only be described as peace, pure joy, and complete humility but in fact it's a feeling of being nothing at all. I have here decided to work on "Praj" around 6:pm maybe 7ish I have completely lost track of time but on the bright side I have completed quite a bit of "Praj" in a state of almost automatic writting. I will do Resh here and begin the track home. Resh Mood; Calm nothingness. weather: warm, slight breeze from east. Clothed in pants, a t-shirt, and sneakers. end result: Feeling of connection to the universe. Gave thanks end: around 7 maybe 7:30 12:00 m Resh sol XXI pis luna III* Can Location: Home on balcony weather: partially cloudy Mood: still calm but energized no emotion clothing : Tau robe end result : no changes notable gave thanks end 12:34 am 12:35am Check e-mail check posts on MJ work on Praj 12:36am 2:34am sol XXI* pis luna IV*can Day end Completed 3 ch. of Praj. was steadfast to Resh Begging to feel somewhat ill Need sleep. Give thanks and invoke the sand man end 2:35 am ![]() |
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Gnosti Seauton |
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Die Mars 12th - 10:26pm Sol XXII* pis Luna IV* can
Tried to do Liber Resh this morning but as I'm feeling a bit under the weather I found it impossible to work under such conditions (part of the Thelemic way is understanding you limits and working within them. This was beyond my limits) I'm finding hard not to sway from side to side with dizzyness as I type this. I will suffice to say that I posted yesterday's entry today and worked on Praj for about an hour and passed out with pen and paper still in hand. Other than that I didn't so crap all day. Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow. Remind me to punish my body for acting up this way as for now I'm going to bed wish me wellness. Nite nite. Gave thanks Closed entry: 10:35pm ahhh I just realised how slow I typed this. ![]() |
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Gnosti Seauton |
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Some of you may be wondering why I haven't posted anything in this. Well in short it's because I feel like crap, I've been sick all week and nothing of real import has happened except I laid in bed and well........ do what sick ppl do best. Also today is my birthday and it sucks becuase I'm sick so I can't do anything. Anyways just keeping you all updated in case you were wondering.
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Azhrialilu |
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